my days are filled with excitement and smiles.
i need to get everything straight.
i need to start saving money.

i know what i want.
and im going to get it.
(somehow)

my friend saw you at the avenues.
and hearing about it made me miss you.

i'll have to get over that.

i hope wednesday happens the way i want it to!
or else carly will kill me.
(or i will)
hahahaha ( Read more... )

I have come to realize that nothing lasts forever.

people keep letting me down and im sick
of depending on them.

i met a new boy.
he is amazing. and i hope things work out.

until then, life is sweet and WORTH fighting for.

p.s. i've come to realize that i dont need you in life.
and when your fairy tale ends...i still wont need you.

and it's awesome because I have friends like this:

Dramafilledyouth (11:36:00 AM): Happy early birthday<3
harleigh dcps (11:36:22 AM): thank you cutie! <333

then I get people like this:
Attitude is aII (11:40:01 AM): i wish you werre my girlfriend

Thanks Markis!!!

haha i love life.

so im in georgia with amanda.
and i really like it here.
and i think i could live here.

i think i could breathe here.

So I got my progress report today.
3 A's, 1 B, and 2 C's

Im really proud of myself.
Im really proud of my life right now.

I want to let go of him (in that way).
And get my mind straight.
Cause I hate his mood swings.
And all of the incredible signs.

Friends means Friends.
at least im hoping so.

what the hell am i doing?

I checked my grades today.
Anddddd!!!!
(to my suprise!)

3rd Quarter:
geometry- 60/D
bible- 99/A
american literature- 85/B
biology- 61/D
american history- 55/F
creative writing 2- 92/A

4th Quarter:
geometry- 79/C
bible- 99/A
american literature- 81/B
biology- 71/C
american history- 74/C
creative writing 2- 92/A

My GPA is 2.83

im more happy than ever.
and last night ( Read more... )

whenever I try to get further away.
he always pulls me back.

And i wouldnt have it ANY other way.
im nervous to see what summer brings.

but chaz is home. and safe.
and life feels abnormally okay.

i think everything is fine.
everything's  fine.

I want to make one of the postsecret postcards.

I want him to know that I would spend the
rest of my life with him.
And be ecstatic.

And I want him to know,
that I never want him to leave.

Cause he is one of the only 
reasons that I am staying.

p.s. Chaz is home.
And knocking on my window again.

Im officially enrolled in ACDS.
Next year, will be easy. And fun.
And I deserve it.

I met Jaminson's dad friday night.
I saw his beautiful house.
And spent the whole night with him.

Im so glad that we are....
im just so glad that we are.

He understands. 
Everything.

"Now I know just where I stand, Thank God"

Im done with worrying. I want to grow up and get ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while.

basically:
i love my life.
plain and simple.