everything is fine now.

life isn't what i used to think it was ( Read more... )

i feel whole. and complete.
and i don't know what i was doing before i met him.

but, i know where i want to go.

it's okay. i'm happy.
truly, finally fucking happy.

i' m looking for the cure.

i haven't updated in a hot minute!
so much has happened that i have yet to share.

okay, first of all.
i'm dating a really good guy. named josh compton. he isn't anything like any of the guys i have ever dated. he is...amazing.  he honestly treats me different than any other guy that i have ever been with. (in a really good way)
he melts my heart. he is ( Read more... )

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wow, so i havent updated this thing in foever.

im applying to college next month.

unf,ucf,usf, and fgcu.

i have good grades, a good job, a good boyfriend, and good determination.

im set<3

 i CANNOT wait to grow up.

 so my friend jordan died yesterday.

she was struck by two cars while jogging.
only seventeen fucking years old.

i owe alot to her. 
she opened up my eyes.

im sick of taking things for granted.
and procrastinating all the time.

im going to make my dreams come true.
because i refuse to lose the chance.

love you jordan.
surf it up in heaven.

 run on girl, run on.