lately, I’ve been lost just drifting without a purpose, not really sure what direction to go. I recently realized that the direction I am traveling is where I need to go. everything fell together in one FUCKING InTeNsE evening. thank you. there will be no followers, just me blazing a trail for ya'll to peer forward at, and just discuss whether or ( Read more... )

all i have to say is that andrew is right. things are much better..everything that was blury, is now clear. AMEN

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i guess the saying was right, nothing gold can stay. it proved itself true. i had the best girl ever, she made me happy, and she made me remember what life is all about...not wasting away your life with illegal activities, but rather spend time with someone you care about. well fuck it's gone. im over it, im happy that i got to be that happy for at ( Read more... )

well it has been ever so long since i have even thought about talking in this. i have experienced sooo many thing through the summer...and i would not trade any of them for the world. abusing substances and getting little girls in trouble...a side of me that i thought i'd never see....i liked it though ( Read more... )

i'm not going to lie to you, i love having the mind set of a "badass"...yes laugh..because i am, but i'm serious. it's only 1:30 and im wired, i cannot goto bed. i'm use to staying up so much later....getting in trouble with young girls..haha..dumb girls...it's funny though. today...like when it's actually today, we are going to do VOX, finally. it ( Read more... )

i am hardly ever online...why would anyone be online, it's summer...gots to be out. i handled some business today and came back to my house before i went out for the night...and i thought, why not write an entry....summer has been so sick. i've been having so much fun and the fact that im 18 just adds to it. hanging out with the same kids everyday ( Read more... )

if i don't die before summer is over, i'll be happy. it's been so amazing, and it's still june! finally got a cell phone...even though i've always been against them...i needed to get it. if you don't know the number, odds are...i don't think highly of you?...yes! that is it! stealing girls from their boyfriends is wrong...not too many people know ( Read more... )

love is what makes a person happy. you could find the most miserable person in the world...give them love and they will change, REAL QUICK. i am very happy...who knows why though =) i am also a rather positive person, so really, why would i not be happy. nothing really good to say...just wanted to write in this while i have spare time? FUCK i am ( Read more... )

tonight was a break from my normal routine...and i loved it so much. normally i would hang with the guys and raise hell, and comsume illegal substances....but tonight i hung out with Kristy, and it was awesome. we went to a middle school and climbed on the roof to look at stars...it was amazing. we saw a shooting star...that's the only time i ( Read more... )

why would someone announce that they are a slut, that's fucked. haven't written in some time...haven't been online that much either. it's summer...there is no school...and i am 18..why would i want to be online ever? exactly. now let's move on to how blink 182 changed my life forever...just a band..no my friend...a pastime. blink is the roots for ( Read more... )