idk why i'm so angry right now ( Read more... )

I've been writing fucking awesome
guitar parts lately.
I can feel the muse.
All you guys are my inspiration.
Music is the artist's interpretation
of his/her life.
And lately, i've had tons of material.
You guys are my life.

~BEn

SO hows it going guys?
Me?
Its going ok.
Thanks for asking tho.

So there is a girl that just started working at Outback.
And... i kinda sorta like her.
But she has a boyfriend...
should that stop me?
haha.

~BEn

I'm tired of being single.
DAMN!!!
Its been 6 months since my last fling
into the foray of relationships.
I finally want someone that i can love again.
So...
Ladies...
Start flinging your numbers on stage.

~BEn

just as the world has a light side and a dark, people have a duality of nature as well. They revolve and pivot occasionally showing the shadow of their minds.
This is my shadow.

I wish i could head back into the light.
I feel like shit these days.
I'm always depressed.
I've even taken up smoking again.

I'm just really tired of being conscious.~

SCHOOL IS STARTING BACK!!!
I'm actually happy about it.
Getting all excited about learning C++.
Can i hear an amen?

~BEn

I'm in the hospital,
I'm really sick with good ol'pneumonia...

But i'm getting better.
I'm off the oxygen now,
so just keep me in youre thoughts.

~BEn

I'm wondering who still uses their livejournal.
I'm re-instating this account bc i am making a community
based on hacking/computer language assistance.

Just send me a comment or something.

~BEan

I'm back bitches...

Just thought i'd let you know...

who still uses this old thing???

~BEn

THis is my last post

its nearly 3 in the morning
and im ready to get this thing over with.

im going to change my password into a random
string of letter's / numbers.

so i hope all of my Lj friends have a nice life...

Thanks for all the comments.

~BEn