last weekend was party weekend and it was amazingly drunken! Rudy's was fantastic. after the Beirut, and the weed I smoked, I was soooo fucked up. I ended up asleep alone on Rudy's 3 season porch. it was very nice there were no bugs, it was nice and cool, and if I had been inside his house I’m sure I would have not made it to a safe place to vomit ( Read more... )

god damnit it look like i'm a JR. in high school. my face is all broken out. it's disgusting. AND of course this has to be the one weekend where i'm actually doing shit. of course. that's the on;y time this summer my face would explode. how the fuck else would it happen? it's wicked embarassing for anybody to even look at me.

i had made plans to spend the fouth of july with my uncle Stephen. i called him after i got out of work yetserday, got his address and told him i was goin to a party nad tha ti would be very quiet when i came in. went to the party had fun met some cool people. lost his address. when i was on my way over i relaized i hd lost his address. so i get ( Read more... )

the weekend was not bad. i got to talk to my om about a bunch of stuff. i was this really hot dude at the motel we stayed in. i talked with her about how good it is to not be smoker anymore. that's how i really know i'm done. i cantalked about it like it was something i used to do. we had the top down on our ride back to boston when it started to ( Read more... )

so it's almost 1 AM and i have to be up by 5 AM. and yet i cannot sleep. so here i am posting about my soon to be totally shitty weekend. i have, for the second time in a row, the entire weekend off. last weekend i did nothing andi regretted it. this weekend i will be very busy but not with things i want to do. tomorrow is my mom's ex-cowerker's ( Read more... )

after i left owrk today i had the worst ciagarette craving yet. i found myself doing and feeling the oddest things. my mind was racingand my eyes were darting back and forth. i felt like was a crack head. i was licking my lips that felt a little slimey. clinching my fists. i'm worried i'm going to get fat. i could picture myself in 4 months as big ( Read more... )

today iwent the library rented amovie, and went home. i talked to esthr online where she asked if i would be home so she could rop off peper work. the secondi started talking to steve i forgot and i left to meet him...standing up esther but i'll get to that later in the entry. went to steve's he was watching harry potter the goblet of fire. we ( Read more... )

thurdsay morning at steve's we ate fresh pineapple and raspberries. i've known i am slightly allergic to pineapple since last summer but i thought; hell i love pinapple so why not. i found out within half an hour that the pineapple had a much undesired affect on my tougue. at that moment it was just a little tingly. by the next day the tingle had ( Read more... )

she needs to move out of the house. she's a 23 year old funcking crazy woman. she's my sister and i love her to death but i swear to god, sometimes it seems as though she thinks she's paying the mortgage not my mother. she yells at everybody when she doesn't get a moment of peace to herself like she wants us out. she needs to or realize that this ( Read more... )

yesterday was lovely. it was my day off. an odd day i must say to have it be ur day off. but i grabbed it by the balls and left my house. i went wearing my new pair of jeans, brown adidas shoes small undershirt and a white short sleeve button down shirt. my first stop was the copley mall where trevor told me he worked. i walked in only to find him ( Read more... )