I have mini-breakdowns before writing essays. While they vary in degree and length, I consider them signs of instability and internal turmoil.
I am not one of those people who "work well under pressure."
In fact, if there is one thing I hate about myself, it is that I procrastinate. 
Such endeavors often inspire my hormones to go haywire all over ( Read more... )

I have this huge zit on my chin & it won't go away. And it draws attention to itself because my acne has significantly simmered down, so any little blemish is discernable. Plus, sometimes when people talk to me, they stare at it instead of looking at my eyes, which really bothers me a lot. I mean c'mon guys, it's not going to open up and yap at you ( Read more... )

I don't know if I believe in luck, but if I do, then last night I was pretty freaking lucky.
So, I almost always go to class, no matter the time or semester. But yesterday was Peter and my 10 month anniversary, and I didn't want to spend three hours in British Lit with a bunch of people who think they're better than everyone else. Plus, I knew we ( Read more... )

Happy ten months, boo.
:] I love you.

I'm always making myself sad for one reason or another.
Kick the habit, right?

British Lit. is overwhelming and stressful. I hate it when teachers aren't clear about the guidelines and due dates for papers until the day before they are due.  For example, Ryder told us we'd have a "poem emulation" assignment along with a paper explaining the connection between our original poems and the poems in the anthology due in the third ( Read more... )

P.S. I'm a psycho, and I'm sorry.

COC's grades are up early, and let me just say: SHIT SON! 
I kicked COC's ass all over this valley. 
I don't brag often, but damn, I feel good.

Winter Intersession, on the other hand, isn't exactly my cup of tea. I'm not down with British Lit., and I know if I keep complaining about it, I'll only hate it more. But I can't help it. I'm biased and ( Read more... )

"I know it's bizarre that I don't gush on and on about someone who means so much to me. But that's exactly why I won't. When you say too much about anything important, it always ends up sounding more trivial than it is. Words trash it."

Megan McCafferty knows what's up.
I've been re-reading books all break. It's comforting, in a way, because you know ( Read more... )

Today I . . .
. . . had my first eye exam and found out I need reading glasses. Dr. Trivedi also told me that I will probably need bifocals earlier than most people. Stupendous.
. . . realized that I will always defend the side with seemingly less support in an argument. I think this has its pros and cons.
. . . missed Peter tremendously, only I've ( Read more... )