it was an amazing birthday for sean. everyone thought it was cute how he blew out the candle on his ice cream.

i feel erased. from my friends' lives. draw me a picture of a new day.

dot dot scribble dash bass clef scratch dot scribble line line curve stop erase....

in all seriousness, all i want to do is dream. i have found nothing more fulfilling than a beautiful dream. my life should consist of dreaming, eating, and hiking. what a vision, right? to have that kind of life. i want to be free. i imagine myself in a bed made of clouds, on a sunny day, above the Andes following the pattern of the rivers below. ( Read more... )

being alone is my biggest fear.

lately i have been very depressed. i'v lost total interest in what i use to love doing. music has lost interest with the exeption of one song. i use to love to not care. to be like a child. but the thresholds of life have finally grabbed ahold of me. reality is so vivid, like a painting in a white room. i have devoted so some much time to nothing ( Read more... )

Chicago is one tall city.

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"If someone does not smile at you, be generous and offer your own smile. Nobody needs more a smile than the one that cannot smile to others."

the world will turn blue again.

how long how long until i see you?