Re: I was wondering where you went to......misterkleenOctober 29 2004, 00:05:05 UTC
So would I. I don't think it's anything I haven't said before. I'm still getting annoyed with people (mainly myself) and still getting involved with girls who have boyfriends already. In that respect I have to be the stupidest guy I know for doing that over and over because it ends the same way EVERY TIME.
Truthfully, most of my revelations have been in regards to spirituality and faith and my altered purpose in life (the little carrot and stick thing above is one of SEVERAL things that have run through my mind). If you still want to hear it, I'll put it in another post when I have a clearer picture in my mind, but that's only if you still want to hear it.
Re: I started to wonder if my brownies killed you..misterkleenOctober 29 2004, 15:49:43 UTC
Hah! No, your brownies were delicious. I offered my family, roommate and his girlfriend some, but they didn't want any. I ended up eating the whole plate over the course of a few days and feeling like a total fatty. Thanks again for those!
...and that's a really good question. I wasn't really speaking in terms of God or Satan when I ask what force is working on me. I'm more curious as to whether or not I have incurred God's wrath somehow or if I am just being tested like Job.
Most certainly I'm letting myself be worked on by God, but lately I've felt that I'm somehow being tested or punished but I can't distinguish the two because if it is, indeed, punishment then I don't really know what I've done to deserve it. If this IS attrition or some sort of test, I can discern no possilbe lesson or benefit from it... this is why I'm so confused.
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Truthfully, most of my revelations have been in regards to spirituality and faith and my altered purpose in life (the little carrot and stick thing above is one of SEVERAL things that have run through my mind). If you still want to hear it, I'll put it in another post when I have a clearer picture in my mind, but that's only if you still want to hear it.
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which force are you letting yourself be worked on by?
It's not meant to be an in your face question, I am just curious.
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...and that's a really good question. I wasn't really speaking in terms of God or Satan when I ask what force is working on me. I'm more curious as to whether or not I have incurred God's wrath somehow or if I am just being tested like Job.
Most certainly I'm letting myself be worked on by God, but lately I've felt that I'm somehow being tested or punished but I can't distinguish the two because if it is, indeed, punishment then I don't really know what I've done to deserve it. If this IS attrition or some sort of test, I can discern no possilbe lesson or benefit from it... this is why I'm so confused.
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The long and short of what I have to say is: thanks for the prayers.
If you want me to go into specifics about what it is you’re praying FOR, then I’ll e-mail them to you or something.
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