really hating PHX today ( Read more... )

the lord giveth and the lord taketh away

a good christian says this enthusiasticly

but I have had a lot taken from me over the years and i just want some consistency for once.

that is my prayer. but i can see my journey is still long.

sad day

stolen moments, longing for the person you sit by on the couch, looks, little nudges, touches, and not being with someone for a silly reason; done it all before; lets please skip this part? It doesn't make any sense.

i try to be peaceful =- not restless - but i think i can't live without the beach, and i will just have to make a beach holiday in order to stay sane ( Read more... )

speak things into being

Embrace Arizona and all that it is; In order to live fully ( Read more... )

my world is a little uncomfortable ( Read more... )

--- i know i keep writing about this - but its getting worse -- this age ( Read more... )

i think last night was a step: to the joy of a child during christmas excited by lights and trees and presents and most of all the curiousity and joy of seeing a nativity scene and marveling at baby jesus there in his manger