Eventually everything is going to come together. Things are going to be exactly how I want them to be because I'm not settling for anything less.

It's definitely perfect timing for all this chaos in my life right now. Honestly, I'm worrying myself sick over these results. I need to know soon.  I never thought this would ever happen to me. We all like to think we are perfectly healthy people, but I can't even sleep at night with this feeling that's eating the insides of my stomach. I need ( Read more... )

Honestly I have the worst luck in the world. I'm pretty sure I've had enough of this bad karma. I know I deserved it for a while and I was okay with that, but I felt like this whole last year was dedicated to making amends in my life. I really need to stop beating myself up for all the bad things I've done because all of that doesn't matter anymore ( Read more... )

It's so hard for me to believe that Christmas is in 2 days. These last couple of months since October have gone by so fast.I think my health also has been going down hill since then too. I'm not sure why. Today I blacked out again. It really scared me because this time I had no one to help me. I think one of my new year's resolutions is to get ( Read more... )

God this is so weird.
Someone I haven't heard about or even talked to in almost 10 months and all of a sudden..this. 
I didn't know if you were even alive and breathing still.
SO WEIRD I believe is the theme of my life lately.

For the most part, I can honestly say I'm a pretty confident girl.
But when it comes to moments like last night, it makes me wonder where the hell it all goes when it matters the most.
How embarrasing.

God I hate waking up in the morning with a frozen nose even when I'm under 3 blankets.
It always starts my day off on such a bad note.

Here's to people making me feel like shit.
Here's to me letting them.
Here's to people who I thought were my friends.
Here's to jealousy and what it can make you do.
Here's to me running that stop sign tonight.

I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

 Why is it that the last couple of months before I moved were so good?
I hadn't been that happy in a really long time, it just made me realize that there is sooo much more in life than I thought there was.
I really wish I could just relive those last couple of months but just exclude a person or 2 from it.
Seriously, times flies by way too fast.I can' ( Read more... )

Last night I saw  Thursday.
and they were just soooooooo good.
They gave me goosebumps all over.
Ahh The Fray in 10 more days :D