But not in the good way ( Read more... )

Whatever

But the Internet has a horrible fundamental bug that could let everything be taken over by a good hack ( Read more... )

and something has changed. I'm very happy and very sad at the same time.

I've realized the first thing in my life I can say I honestly regret.

Many updates needed, to come as motivation and time allow.

That is all.

It's all I can do to keep from crying, to keep from screaming and striking out at the world.

Sometimes there is beauty, sometimes I can even touch it.....sometimes.

Hey, Ho. Nobody home,
no meat, nor drink, nor money have I none.
Yet would I be very merry...

and I'm not expecting to finish this moment. I want to write another post and LJ doesn't let you save drafts for some reason...I'll get around to some more recent writing sooner ( Read more... )

..you realize there is something in the past you missed, something that no matter how badly you want it will simply never be again. It happened, maybe it even happened for years, but its gone and it will never exist again. I've come to realize that one of the things I really want, something I even somewhat had a chance to do when I was younger, ( Read more... )

That is, in general, why I have not been journaling. If I am in good piece of mind I tend not to actually get around to writing, though it is something I like to do. Generally I only journal when I'm happy if I have (A) Free Time (B) My Laptop (C) Remembrance to do so (D) I feel like going through the frustrating process of trying to articulate ( Read more... )