The Goddess and the Dream ( Read more... )

Seasonal depression turned into clinical depression. I don't care about anything I used to as effectively. I can't seem to even get mad, just disappointed. Spent the last day crying and staring at my bedroom ceiling. Work to do. Lots of work to do. One month and I'm gone. But that doesn't mean my problems are over. Still got work, more summer ( Read more... )

Estimates reveal that 60 - 65% of U.S. residents have had at least one dissociative experience, typically following trauma, sleep deprivation, or stress. Although occasionally they happen for no readily apparent reason at all. Depersonalization (the feeling of being detached from oneself) and derealization (the feeling that the world around you is ( Read more... )

I'm lonely ( Read more... )

I'm fucked. I had bronchitis and crazy and I'm about a month behind on everything I have to do ( Read more... )

Happy jew year everybody. I'm in the studio attempting to blow up these actual medical illustrations so I can trace over them, transfer them, and add my personality to them, which I believe will be less nerve-wracking than attempting to interpret the muscles by myself ( Read more... )

I generally consider myself to be a rather tough lady. Whatever the world can throw at me, I can count on my ability to take it and get over it quickly. The one thing that I cannot deal with, the one thing that I cannot even take into my brain without a complete freakout paralysis, is failure ( Read more... )

I never thought it much of a problem until I realized today that half of the eyelashes on my right eye are gone. Like, full lashes until halfway across my eye, and then nothing. I gotta cut that shit out, it's going to take anywhere from 6 weeks to 4 months for them to grow back, presuming that I didn't completely fuck up my follicles ( Read more... )

Since getting back from Seattle, all of 5 days ago, I've been doing some number of things, which I will tell you all now. By you all, I mean, megan, malcolm, and maybe laura, you guys being the only people who I think read my blog sometimes ( Read more... )

So I went back to cleveland with every intention of going on this epic 3 week long road trip to various points around the country including, to top it off, the rnc in St Paul. I was so psyched about it, we packed and got in the car and drove off into the sunset ( Read more... )