no more cravings. no regrets there. I'm thankful for that <3 ( Read more... )

one has no idea how absolutely guilty I feel... It's just beyond my control. Lately, all my emotions have been. It still hurts within myself. *starts to tear up* I don't want to tell anyone about my problems because I feel like that's all I ever do. I didn't fail any of my classes this semester, but just fucked up big time with 2 C-'s .... ( Read more... )

Depression.

The two most significant symptoms of depression are:3

Sadness or hopelessness.
Loss of interest in or pleasure from most daily activities. my future career
Other symptoms include:3

Losing or gaining weight because of changes in appetite.
Sleeping too much or not enough.
Feeling restless and unable to sit still, or feeling that moving ( Read more... )

please no more camel crush ' es,

god awful smell not only you but amongst everything around you. nothing takes it away. 5 minutes of calmness and euphoria. stop. yes. stop. when a friend offers. just say no thanks not today. ughhhhh. but they're good. NOOOOO not good. smell bad. ugh!

I have to shower again.

goodnight <3

life was complete at 9.33 PM tonight. one thing is missing from the whole image=sal to get 100% better <3 I love HIM SO MUCH! I don't want to see/hear him in pain or suffer.

Today! is my birthday! + 2 year anniversary vtm.

:)

td @ 4. fml

ppa @ 6. guest speaker.

payyyyyyyday.

tomorrow party! with my fam and sal <3

what does one do when they are affected by being overly medicated ( Read more... )

feel the beat - darude
spin me right baby - gigi d'agostino
walk idiot walk/see through head - the hives
dance floor anthem - gc
remember (no one said it was easy) - the hint
self control - infernal ?

TBC

New day. Different 'morrow.

5 Mos. (April 9, 2009) = more love added to mai life with the man I love most <3 SWP <3 I've never been closer to any in my life, it's the truth. He knows about 98% about my life. Many that was too much of me to share on this, but that's how much I trust him. The love doesn't even compare to the first one I had. That ( Read more... )

cha cha's 21st @ fridays was awesome!

I don't understand...and it's worrying me....it's hurting me because it reminds me of esteban and his ridiculousness.

el amor está comenzando a dañarme otra vez