it been forever since ive been on this damn thing,LoL!well i was just droping in just to say hey and see how everyone is doing since no one calls me or talks to me anymore i guess i'll see you people around sometime...or not you know whatever?

?????Jason Blanche...thats all i have to say.

Jason fucking Blanche called me two days in a row and i have no flippen idea why the hell he did that the worst nightmare of my life called and i answered the phone what a damn retard i am i mean am i completely shot to do what i did how could i? im such a trader to myself i cant believe the worst thing to happen in my life called and i answered... ( Read more... )

i know its been forever since anything has really happend but you never know what can come out of things i mean alot of people say alot of things they REALLY dont mean like Jason Blanche for example was a complete jerk off and man what an ass he was and still is.honestly i knew he was a shitty pick now i know i have someone completely better.i mean ( Read more... )

i want to P-A-R-T-why?because i want to!lmas i know im dumb i dontknow i just got off the phone with jason and i dont know he says he wants me to come over but i look like i have no soul i went to the eye doctor today and i slapped the lady who put drops in my eyes she was a bitch about it i never want to go back to them...but anyways yeah there is ( Read more... )

well im about out of school and im about to leave this messed up county i cant wait till i leave this place its going to be great in ft.laurderdale(how ever you spell it?)i guess im going to miss all this drama shit nothing to gossip about when im gone im goiong to miss my mommy *tear* well i guess im going to start thinking about what to do in my ( Read more... )

i think my mood and icon says it all...LOL!

i miss jason...what should i do in my situation with him?should i stay with him and keep it long distance or should i end it and get closer to home?

people just dont get the whole thing...i dont want to hear anything else about any baby,I DONT CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE!so say what you want to say about it now and leave it at that because its getting a little old.whatever you guys or girls have to say about it,just say it,and get it out,and be done with it.PLEASE!im begging you say whatever!

okay i can finally settle things i took 16 c's about 3 days prior to giving my mother a pregnancy test and thankfully it came up negative that morning due to my period starting the day before so i guess im really happy about miscarring...i really miss jason.hes suppossed to come see me saturday night but i dont know?i dont want to expect him and he ( Read more... )