Some times I feel bitter. They always told me as a child that I could be anything I wanted. I could do anything I wanted. All I had to do was try. But as I get older, as I grow, I'm starting to fear that everything they told me was a lie. Its so hard to become anything, let alone what I want. And every happy feeling and memory of day dreams gone ( Read more... )

So I understand why leader experts suggest eating a healthy well balanced diet. Because there are people out there like me who can't live without it. Its ridiculous but very true. I was so depressed today. Just down for the count. BUt I ate breakfast, and had my vitimin and was fine. Perked up immediatly. I really with my body wasn't so ( Read more... )

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Matthew Shepard

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ITs great. I'm happy but I'm also stressed. I took an hour long break from work yesterday. It was kinds on accident, kinda not. Oh lord did I get some shit when I came back. I have to work tonight again. It sucks. Yesterday morning he left a bouque of a dozen roses on my door step. It was the most sweet and pointless things any guy has ever done ( Read more... )

Work wasn't too bad today. Just sort of... interesting. We had a slow day on account of the weather. I started cramping bad and had to take midal. Now I'm freaking out. Had to work with Nick. That fucking sucked because he thinks its funny to talk about my sex life. NOT cool Mr. Ass!. I found out trevor likes me. Not too bad. He is a fox. It was ( Read more... )

Why lie? Why fake it? Why do we put on this mask to seem worse then we are ( Read more... )

In his billowing cloaks and many layers of grey, black, and white, looking down at the figure before him. He was surprized at the fact that this one would not relent, he desired her and feared her. What she could make him, how she could break him. "So, how are you liking the Labrinth?" he ask ( Read more... )

Thoughts cross my mind ( Read more... )

From an evil hate ( Read more... )

Hated for what she is ( Read more... )