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i had to brake up with Charlie for reasons that I'd never thought i would have. HE THINKS THAT SEX IS FOR PROCREATION PURPOSES ONLY. Oh my god, i can't believe i fell in love with the new age Jesus. He wants me to be with him without having sex. That's like asking me not to breathe. Well, he says i can have sex with other people instead. He wants ( Read more... )

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i'm really sick. last night i took a whole bunch of DXM. it was fun, but now i feel like crap. i'm not sure if that has anything to do with it. i felt this illness coming on before i took all of that. i want to see Charlie. I'd be happy just to hear his voice right now. i have to go to court tomorrow, and it's probably going to suck. i told Charlie ( Read more... )

so Charlie and i are back together, and i feel like we understand eachother a lot better now. so things r good right now. i'm going to go insane when he goes Seattle for a couple of days. i think he's promoting the video game he made with his dad or something like that. what am i going to do ( Read more... )

i am the redhead of the new age/i feel what's wrong today will be acceptable later/and you will pay with the guilt of your lying children/what will you teach those little ones/when they ask you how you were/will you shame them further/or will you tell the truth/how do those adults today feel/after their makers told them that color was the color of ( Read more... )

http://www.adequacy.org/public/stories/2001.7.15.142744.301.html

oh, everyone has to read this. it's fucking hilarious, especially if your goth.

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK ( Read more... )

Today is a good day. I'm still sick though, but i'm getting better. oh fuck, u don't care. oh well. Charlie and i are friends now. He misses me just as much as i miss him. yay! Ryan called me last night crying. he's so pathetic. so i told him that my mom had to use the computer and hung up. blah blah blah blah blah blah. my mom bought me lots of ( Read more... )

charlie and i got in a totally screwed up argument over christianity. yeah, it's hard to believe that someone that's trying to create an a.i. brain, would claim to be christian (there's no way he really is) just for the sake of having a really intense argument and making your girlfriend cry from pure frustration. He told me to dump him, and i ( Read more... )