shit...i just realized that whenever Charlie's computer is on, SO IS HIS WEBCAM. Which means that for all you lucky people out there that know about Charlie's website, you can watch me get naked and have sex, and u probably already have. Fan-fucking-tastic. I'm a pornstar and i didn't even know it. Sometimes i even make funny faces while i'm on the ( Read more... )

I was listening to the radio this morning, and the FCC took Howard Stern off the air. I'm sooo sad. It was one of the only reasons I wanted to stay in Grass Valley. Dammit. FCC: Fucking Cock...somethings. Howard Stern is the god of radio.

mmm...lamictal is fun. usually it just pisses me off, but not this time. I decided to not take my government mind control drug today, and my mom's real pissed. she thinks it's the reason i was so itchy earlier, but she doesn't know i took lamictal. God Charlie is so fantastic. i hope he doesn't change his mind again. i guess were sort of together ( Read more... )

I'm suffering from an extreme lack of drugs and/or alcohol. Someone should save me from this horrible torture. I'm so sick and tired and sick and sick and tired of sobriety. I need to be liberated from this anxiety. What do I want to talk aBOUT TODAY? I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HOW WRONG THE GOVERNMENT IS FOR FUCKING UP MY LIFE. I DON'T WANT TO LET IT ( Read more... )

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I saw Ryan today and he gave me my picture back in a million pieces, in a pitiful attempt to hurt my feelings. I must admit, it came pretty damn close. But then I remembered that he kept the other one, and he probably takes it out sometimes to jack off to. I knew he would keep one of them. It made me sad for him, because I could tell that it was ( Read more... )

I am 80% Goth

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Yesterday I went to the evil bowling alley, and I saw Charlie. He gave me one of his CDs. His music makes me soo happy. I wish I could love him and I wish he could love me back. Krystal got arrested yesterday by the bowling alley for being a run away. Rosheen was totally blowing it out of proportion like someone just killed Krystal. But I didn't ( Read more... )