You'll Always Be Clean In These Eyes, Doll...ex_nightmarMarch 21 2001, 03:46:18 UTC
Geez...I wish I could take all your hurt and give you my peace and happiness. If I could, believe me, I would in a second. Umm...if you wanted to see your face blessing a crappy web-site, go...umm...I lost the URL...it's...uh...go to my LJ and click on the nightmare link. That ought to get you there.
I wish I could get two comments this fast. I think I have three on one of my entries, but it took me about a year.
Also, hey...you deserve better in a friend than Tyler. I mean, sure, maybe he's cool as hell (amazing even) and nice most of the time (or whatever he is), but if he hurts you this much...fuck'im. I say that as one word because you should do it in one, quick word. You need friends who make you happy -- or at least ones who you can write good things in your journal about. ;P
Yes you are. I don't think I've said it before, but you always have been. I always remember that day when we got kinda lost... we were driving straight into the sun. I remember looking at you at that moment... you were just smiling. That's how I'll always remember you... beautiful and smiling.
Something inevitably occurs to make me remember that... and I miss you all over again.
I'm fine for the most part... bored. Ugh... It's gonna be my birthday this Monday... yep... I'm gonna be 20. Kinda scary huh? I'm not really looking forward to it... but I'm getting some cool shit, so It'll be ok. :)
Wow.. the big 2-0! heh... s'not really that scary. I'm glad you've been good.. everyone seems to be doing horribly lately... especially people close to me... I've been basy as fuck and overloaded with fucked up shit from every angle... but other than that... I'm great. ::sigh:: We simply must hang out some time.
Use the paindarkcornersMarch 22 2001, 18:30:26 UTC
Bonnie,
sweetie, people are under this silly missconception that pain is a bad thing. It isn't. If you use it right. Pain is just another tool. And every tool is a weapon if you use it right. Use your pain. For motivation. Use it to get what you want. Use it to push you. Just don't turn it around and use it on yourself. I'm here for you. Anytime.
Christopher
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Also, hey...you deserve better in a friend than Tyler. I mean, sure, maybe he's cool as hell (amazing even) and nice most of the time (or whatever he is), but if he hurts you this much...fuck'im. I say that as one word because you should do it in one, quick word. You need friends who make you happy -- or at least ones who you can write good things in your journal about. ;P
And you need to hug me. =(
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Miss you dear.
-The ghost who never disappears completely.
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Something inevitably occurs to make me remember that... and I miss you all over again.
I'm fine for the most part... bored. Ugh... It's gonna be my birthday this Monday... yep... I'm gonna be 20. Kinda scary huh? I'm not really looking forward to it... but I'm getting some cool shit, so It'll be ok. :)
How about you? You've barely posted lately...
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sweetie, people are under this silly missconception that pain is a bad thing. It isn't. If you use it right. Pain is just another tool. And every tool is a weapon if you use it right. Use your pain. For motivation. Use it to get what you want. Use it to push you. Just don't turn it around and use it on yourself. I'm here for you. Anytime.
Christopher
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