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Why...
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I miss you...
I miss putting my head in your lap and having you pet my hair. I miss having you hold me. I feel like I did something incredibly wrong by falling in love with you. Not because it was wrong to do, but because you don't want it. It hurts. It hurts so damned much. I feel like a failure because I can't keep my emotions under control ( Read more... ) -
The Bare Necessities...
I had no clue what I was going to write about tonight. (I'm still not 100% certain I know now, so please excuse me if this begins to ramble.) As many writing teachers suggest I began looking for topics. Brainstorming, hitting the mind-bump sites that would perhaps give me something to blather about, even looking at the daily prompt for LJ. Nope. ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Night tremors
You know, some mornings you wake up rested and ready for your day to start. I love those mornings ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Daylight Saving Time
Hmmm what would I do with one more hour in the day? I'd love to say that I would do something useful and productive, but chances are I would use it to sleep. It all depends on where it was scheduled in, you know? I mean, if it were before that lovely 5:45 alarm going off? DEFINITELY would use it for sleep. My children would hail me as a hero, ( Read more... ) -
It's the Small Things...
Haven’t done this on here in a quite a while. Have used other mediums. Including just saying them out loud.
1) drive in theatres. Simple things, that bring a lot of smiles.
2) Cuddling with my 10 year old while watching a movie.
3) Sleeping in late.
4) rabbit fur. soft and silky and comforting.
5) Being loved in healthy ways.
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Need
Stroking, teasing, tasting, testing
Shoulder, neck, cheek, lips
Warm, hot, comfort, passion
Stretching, learning, wanting, begging
Bodies press, hands skim
opening, asking, clenching, taking
Need.
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Loathing...
i hate being in the ER. hate hate HATE it. I'm bored, i'm alone, and i hurt. no facebook or Wow either. *pouts* -
Dating Persona Test...
Playful, kind, and well-loved, you are The Peach.
For such a warm-hearted, generous person, you’re surprisingly experienced in both love and sex. We credit your spontaneous side; you tend to live in the moment, and you don’t get bogged down by inhibitions like most women your age. If you see something wonderful, you confidently embrace it.
You ( Read more... ) -
05/02/09
1 - I am healthier right now than I have been in a long time.
2 - love
3 - I have a home to sleep in
4 - fresh produce
5 - modern medicine
See more progress on: Daily: Reflect on 5 things for which I'm grateful.