We thought my neighboor was dead because his alarm clock goes off from 8-11 every morning and you can hear it from all the way down the street and we haven't seen him in at least a month. I was half expecting a rank smell to appear soon. Megan filed a police report, and only when the police became involved did our lovely landlord bother to go into ( Read more... )

So here I am locked in the cosmic brothel listening to awesome music, wrtitng a paper in a weird way. Why is it weird? Many reasons ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Char's birthday and I gave him presents and Dustin and I took him out to Red Robin and Chili's. The we watched The Royal Tenenbaums and drank dirty Shirley's. Char and Dustin are both the kind of people that make any situation more fun even when dustin has mono. Then Zandy and Eric stopped by and he was wearing a lime green and ( Read more... )

So last night a cryptic and frightening text message. "There's one thing I want you to know, I am sorry for everything I've done." and then a request for no phone calls untill the morning. I didn't know what to do,I pictured him slicing his wrists or at a cliff;s edge. So I called and told him that if he was in touble to call me, that if he needed ( Read more... )

last night we threw a fun little party, there were giant blue balls (that sounds dirty) girls in crazy get ups, boys in leotards, and boys in their birthday suits ( Read more... )

So last night after much debate and internal turmoil I called him at midnight by the light of the brothel lantern near my desk on the floor. I didn't know what to say, so I just said "This is going to sound really awkward, but I like you a lot, and I am just wondering if you return any of those feelings or I am wasting my time" Then we both laughed ( Read more... )

Last night was Megan's 21st and a good time was had by all. We went to the Med and I had a Spanish salad with strawberries and goat cheese. I also had a weird version of a sidecar, two old fashioneds, a manhatten and a shot of so co. I ought Megan a twigs and berries and a lemon drop shot. I felt bad because it was her 21st and i was definately ( Read more... )

Today was a gorgeous day. Char and I studied Spanish by the pond and he had some kind of spiritual communion with the ducks, They really loved him even though he tried to feed them a cigarette butt. We named one of them, our favorite, Carniferous. I love my relationship with Char because we can just read eachother. I could tell something was ( Read more... )

I'm the only one who has ever been able to read his tattoo and knew what it meant with having him explain it to me. That has to mean something ( Read more... )

Do you ever stop and think about where you pictured yourself now from one year ago? Five years ago? Ten years ago? It's truly crazy how different my life unravels itself from what I picture it to be. One year ago I thought I would still be in Santa Barbara, living with a boyfriend I had that I haven't talked to in ten months now. Five years ago I ( Read more... )