The best feeling in the world is having someone tell you that they think about their grandma when they fuck you, and then tell you that they hope you have no more sad days all while holding you close and narrowly avoiding your nipple rings.

So it is the first day of fall break and i am sitting here in my apartment alone watching the ice storm, which is a great movie. Tonight I had wanted to finish my story or clean my room or read for environmental geography. instead i am sitting here alone feeling very isolated. i can't tell if i am feeling lazy or depressed right now, which is kinda ( Read more... )

So I went up to Fort Collins with Aaron and Kyle last night and had the best time I had had in a very long time. It was so nice to see all those people that I hadn't seen in so long. Seeing Nick, Tom, Sklovy and Cohen was so nice because we didn't have to do any of the bullshit catching up, we could just be real. Aaron and I left Nick's pretty ( Read more... )

Yeah so yesterday's post was embarassingly angsty. I no longer have adolescence as an excuse for being melodramatic,and sometimes I wonder what I am going to do with myself. I'm not upset at all about what I was upset about yesterday. (See, I really am melodramatic). And I know I'm not because when I was helping her cover her hickey this morning I ( Read more... )

"I know it was you Fredo. You broke my heart. My broke my heart ( Read more... )

So I was watching the Breakfast Club and I came upon the realization that this is all something that has been waiting to happen for years. It's a growth process. When I wrote my long winded and scatterbrained explanation I talked a lot about my natural defense mechanisms coming back -- my teeth getting sharper. At the time I thought that by writing ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I just got my nipples pierced after thinking about it for a little under 24 hours. At least it's not a tattoo that I chose to be impulsive about. People told me that it would hurt like someone biting them. It definately hurt a lot more than that, because I kind of enjoy getting my nipples bitten but I did not enjoy this. They look nice and ( Read more... )

The other night I watched Moulin Rouge and when your favorite song came on I thought about you. "You see I've forgotten if they're green or if they're blue ( Read more... )

yeah so megan and i had an all and all out fight this morning at ten thirty. it started when I asked her if she had been upset the night before. They had come to do laundry at Jack and Mack's house and I had felt like she had been very rude to me. This morning I was threatening to move out, to never come back again. The truth is I don't feel at ( Read more... )

so just when you think you are doing better you lose control or at least i do but maybe thats because i am a freak i am an emotional basketcase i had a breakdown today at 8:3o it was brought on by an disconcerting sight at 7 and a grammar test in which i really explored the rules of punctation and realized i had no control over them and theyre ( Read more... )