Today was a good day, except I am starting to feel sick again. Psychologically I feel so much better, it is almost as if al lot of what has transpired over the past few weeks was a really bad dream. I can't imagine myself doing, saying so many of the things i did ( Read more... )

So I had fun at Sarah's party, even though it was awkward being sober at first. Some really obnoxious boys from the other building were there, including one guy named Ben who later streaked arond the entire complex and chased Sarah's twin sister Lauren while he was naked. It was Ok though. Zandy and Caroline brought three of their dorm friends, ( Read more... )

yeah so i was running around getting lost all day in Louisville looking for dog sitting clients. Hershey's owners didn't like me because I was late, but Hershey liked me. Jack and Mac;s person loved me, which is good because they are great dogs. I am looking forward to housesitting them, and it will be nice to have some alone time. I'm having my ( Read more... )

So i went home in the middle of the week even though it is bad form. i just needed to think. i haven't thought all that much actually, just slept a lot and ate gourmet food. i feel a lot calmer though. i went to the dr and am being put back on meds. i have mixed feelings about it, but see it as a neccessary evil. i made some nice nurse lady really ( Read more... )

"All the time I thought I was learning how to live I was really learning how to die" -- Leonardo da Vinci ( Read more... )

I'm really enjoying Boulder a lot and I'm having some awesome times. Last night Megan, Sarah and Aaron and I went to a party at Megan's friend's house. It was in Gunbarrel, so I volunteered to be dd. I'd never been a designated driver before, and I actually had a really good time, because I kept thinking that in the morning I would be able to ( Read more... )

So I'm all moved into the apartment in Boulder. It is really nice and we live near some really cool people so that's really cool. Last night Megsey and I had a party and it went OK. I didn't drink too much, all I had all night was 5 cups of jungle juice and a beer and three to four shots of so co. I also smoked pot, and I am the biggest lightweight ( Read more... )

yeah, so i was nasty sick with a cold and had to miss work this morning. It was my last day, and I hope they don't think I am unreliable, because I missed a lot of work this year. What are they going to do though, fire me ( Read more... )

Yeah, so yesterday I saw the most exellent movie with with Tom and Meliisa. It was door in the floor. it was about soooo much.... I am still thinking about it more than twenty-four hours later. It was about the subconscious and sex and pain and life and everything that's important. It left me feeling shaken. The door in the floor is in a squash ( Read more... )

yeah, so things have been really shaky lately. I had a breakdown at work yesterday. it was provoked by some anal people who insisted that I was trying to crush their wooden roosters tail. To quote Devon "when would Bonnie ever fight a wooden cock?" But my co-workers were extremely supportive so that is good ( Read more... )