something in my brain seems to have clicked, and its scaring me.   suddenly, the idea of having babies is no longer terrifying.   in fact, i quite like the thought of having kyms baby lately.   im weird, and i scare myself.

count them up.   how many happy days have we had this week?

well, this was supposed to be my lj just about kym, but lately i find that i have a lot less to say about him than when i felt the need to create this journal.   dunno what that means.   so i figure i might as well just make it into my private thoughts journal.   i do feel the need for one occasionally.   and, well, something has happened now that ( Read more... )

i sometimes wonder what it would be like to break up.   not that i want to.   i jsut cant really remember what its like to be single.   im getting so used to him, and so comfortable with him, and its lovely.   but also scary on some level.   ah, hell, i find everything scary dont i???

wow!   kym bought a suit and took me to the ballroom dancing society ball.   he looked so sexy!   *drools*

i dreamt we got engaged last night.  it was lovely.   sigh

been a while with no update.   weve come a long way in terms of sex stuff.   we have oral sex now.   i dont like giving it really.   it makes my jaw hurt and i have to stop and finish him off with my hands.   but i love him giving it to me!!   so its great that he likes giving it!   :)   ( Read more... )

well, interesting times between me and kym.   we were starting to calm down and settle down this winter.   and then im not sure what happened.   we hit an up.   all couples have ups and downs, but this was a super up.   it was amazing.   we were all over each again, acting like a pair of teenagers.   i was so so happy.   this lasted up until easter ( Read more... )

well, kym and i caved and had sex with my period.   interesting experience.   it was the fifth day so there wasnt much mess, but we still put another sheet down.   didnt hurt or anything.   i suppose the main thing that made it interesting was kym saying it was the most amazing sex hed ever had.   i dont know if my period had anything to do with it ( Read more... )

yesterday i managed to give kym a love bite by accident.   ooops!

we went dry slope skiing a couple of days ago.   it was crap, but its given kym an interesting graze across his forehead.

of course now that im back with kym i have my period.   grrr.   stupid body, but it has meant lots of cozy (almost) naked cuddling which is never a bad thing ( Read more... )

jsut for a change, kym aint happy.   insurance people are being snotty about replacing his graphics card.   poor thing.   as for me, ive been wearing his pyjama top around the house.   he gave it to me before i left cos he knows i like having something that smells of him, and as the scent is almost gone, ive been wearing it now.  probably very ( Read more... )