My existance is being overlooked by my own life partner. She's chosen to let herself become obsessed, completely consumed with someone she's never even looked in the eye before. When she and I were in the long distance situation this entire looking in the eye would have seemed completely rediculous to me. All we needed were our words, we learned to ( Read more... )

Arrangements are great. Getting caught up in them isn't so, however. This past week has been fantastic. A fantastic that has began to suck me into the innermost core of solitude. I don't want the distance again. I chose to leave work because Jennifer is more important to me then waiting tables on a daily basis for people who have the money to spend ( Read more... )

Worn out is the only way I can describe myself and how I am feeling ( Read more... )