Ah...thank Eru it stopped.

Apparently there's someone who wants to take alcohol from me? [laughs] Me? Drink alcohol? NEVER. *HIC* Oops...where did *HIC* that come from? OH DAMMIT.

Falls asleep at the cliff. Alone. Somewhat sober. And cold.

I feel useless. *HIC*

I miss feeling wanted. *HIC*

Why did I come back? *HIC*

I guess it was because...*HIC*...I wanted to redeem myself.

dawdles. If you can even call it walking from behind. Here I stand. At the cliff Melamin and I spent our nights just holding each other

IMRAZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR! *HIC* Finally losing balance, I let ( Read more... )

And when was the last time I had a good night's sleep? Can I say...not for a long time. It's gotten cold out now. But I still keep the warmth in my heart. All those times I knew I had something to live for. When can I sleep well? Where can I sleep well? sigh Just not a place where it is cold.

'Tis been too long since I hath last been here. I hold nothing against my mun since she has been in conflict with herself. Here I am, consoling her very tears. She is torn. As am I ( Read more... )

What a dream...

I wish I could have stayed in it longer.

sighs On a better note, my mun got me a paid account and I now have more nice pics to urge my mun to update and be more active.

I think I'll take a horse and go out riding.

Bleh. I don't see where I can fit in anymore. Not that it matters. I guess it's my fault for not being here enough. sigh

walking alone to the cliff where she had spent many times with her Imrazor, she looks out into the cold, dark horizon as the waves below crash against the rocks. The bitterness of the wind bites her cheek as she reminsces the ( Read more... )

I definitely believe that I live up to my name as the Lost Mithrellas.

[sigh] There is so much going on right now in M.E.

There's Elanor and her new baby. Now that is what I call precious ( Read more... )

LJ is being a bitch again. I just want to take my bow and give it a whack! Ahem...

Well. How many moons has it been since my mun last updated? Eh. Too many for my fingers to count. My mun was watching TTT the other night and then Eomer came on the screen and she had an orgasm wondered how her old friends in LJ Middle Earth were doing.

sighs and ( Read more... )

Alright. No updates since...way too back for me to count. A lot more people here in M.E. More people than I plan to remember, but I think I can work my way around my sched to at least have fun over here. I mist it a lot ( Read more... )

Well. In my absense, there has been nothing but important people (at least people whom I thought were essential to the "excitement" of M.E.) missing I'm guessing. I noticed that at a certain point Nelys, Melkor and Frodo DELETED THEIR JOURNALS? All I can say is I can understand now what some of you might have thought if I deleted my journal. .: ( Read more... )