this just doesnt do it for me anymore...but then again alot doesnt do it for me.......im out....

well its been an eventful spring break at that. pretty much ive been confined to caring for my immature sister as she was in the hospital.....what adds character to the story is that within an hour of my sister going to the hospital my grandmother had a stroke and is paralyzed from the waist down and cant speak. funny right? yep...things just dont ( Read more... )

"To My Dear and Loving Husband ( Read more... )

I've been maening to come here and discuss something I found out the day before my birthday from my mother. It's not been bothering me so much, as, making me, wonder. Me, Rachael & Nancy were on our way to Jupiter to have mmy bday dinner with my family. And something came up with my mother where we started discussing her children, and what the ( Read more... )

i got my first birthday card today!! from ashley!!!! im so excited!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!! YEAH ( Read more... )

my thanksgiving was kind of uneventful. i went to tampa to visit my grandma, and it was nice. considering the circumstances. i caught myself a few times, searching the house for grandpa. i even called one of my uncles grandpa, but i caught myself, because my grandma was next to me, and said grandpma. instead. the things my grandfather used to touch ( Read more... )

i have a very special christmas/hannakah(i probably fucked that word up cuz i cant spell...) idea im giving out to all of my important people in the world and im very excited to start working on it. so wes, ash, you 2 better be home sometime around the holidays cuz you kids are on my list....along with a select amount of others.....

i just did a whole shit load of german online from 4pm-11:49pm....i made the deadline by 11 minutes. i never want to hear another german person speak in their native tongue for a verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry long time

life has been looking up for me more and more again. last week was the worst week of my life, emotionally, physically, and mentally.  i had the biggest test of my life, staring into my eyes, begging for me to make a life changing decision and im thankful i have rachael here to point me into the right way.  had i of done something, which i woulda ( Read more... )

im extremely pissed my hurricane party isnt going the way i wanted it to go. ive been kicked outta my room, ignored the entire time and have been made fun of. not to mention the fact that i cant do anything i wanted, watch anything i want or basically have anythin i want in general. everyone has had some kind of problem with me and john is ( Read more... )