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I have a breakdown last night...

A complete nervous breakdown...

I screamed, and cried, and shook, and vomited till I had no insides...

Its the worst feeling in the world... To feel completely alone, while the world comes crashing down around you...

There nothing else but you, and even you feel dead...

Its about 2:30 a.m... I can't sleep... I feel totally and completly numb...

I'm a failure at life... at school, music, and just being a person...

I'm failing school... I have 4 F's... in English, math, drama, and band... a D in science... and two B's in history and computer apps....

I have a GPA of 1...

I'm such a failure...

I went to all-region this weekend... and really sucked it up! Go me ( Read more... )

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omg, I'm so freakin' sick... >.Which is why I wasn't at school on Friday... I woke up with horrible chills, a high temperate, busting headache, a swollen sore throat ( Read more... )

Yep... life sucks ass ( Read more... )

OMG... I'm so bored... -_ ( Read more... )