It is official. Beer pong is to be played December 24th at the Johnson residence. They finally gave the go ahead and I cannot express how stoked I really am.

My life is obviously headed for the toilet. This weekend I split my head open. I am convinced it is effecting my spelling skills. It is taking me really long to type this because I keep spelling every word incorrectly. Anyways, I busted my head. All I remember is trying to run and hug Sean. When it happened I had no idea I was hurt at all. Everyone ( Read more... )

I think I need to start putting this all behind me. I am pretty sure you aren't going to call. What makes me most upset is that you're not even curious why I called or about what I have to say. Truth is I have so much to say. Truth is I don't know what to say. This is entirely my fault. I pushed you so far away that you'll never come back. I ( Read more... )

I am going crazy. I am going nuts. I can't stop listening to Interpol. I can't stop regretting things from a million years ago. Someone stop me. I wrote three letters, three ex-boyfriends. Three letters to them. I am so crazy that I actually sent one. I sent it via facebook, so I doubt he'll ever get it. I am retarded. I want to send it again via ( Read more... )

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My current situation is retarded. Completely retarded. I don't know what I am doing anymore. I think it all started with the sleeping over, though. I figured I could control how much I like him and I thought I deserved to not be attached for once. No dice. Too serious. Too soon. I didn't want to fall in love. I find myself falling into my old ways ( Read more... )

I decided that the first song I am going to learn on guitar is hallelujah by jeff buckley.

Everyone that has cable is so lucky because Hitch is on not one but TWO channels right NOW!

I wish someone would tell me that I'm freaking out for no good reason. I wish someone would tell me that they want me around. I wish someone would tell me that I'm #1.
What I have going right now is great. I can't understand why I refuse to believe it.

I have never been called sweetheart.