I know I sound accusatory lately but I am not dealing very well with everything around me.

Have you ever hated who you were inside? I had a conversation yesterday with Norma about when she first started working for us. She described me as spoiled and cruel. It's been running through my head ever since. I don't disagree with her, by all means, it haunts me to this day. I was a very spoiled child before I went to Australia. Like my aunts ( Read more... )

I wish I had words to express how I am right now and what I am doing...but I really don't.

Finally had the urge to clean up my livejournal dump and at least make it semi presentable. Granted I did not muster enough effort to actually relearn how to code it myself. I've semi-abandoned this blog in favor for the more traditional pocketable diary but I do have some sort of sentimental feeling towards my dear livejournal. That and I feel ( Read more... )

Felt like I should coherently record the ramblings in my head somewhere, like I did when I was in primary school. I do like writing, I've taken up the habit of reading my books out loud (not in the annoying public sense), in private where I can focus on the phonics and my pronunciation. Most likely this is due to my new part time job of tutoring ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd be like this. Before now, I had never realized understood the idea of love. I questioned the existence of being able to get lost in someone so deeply and entirely. Companionship yes, the need for sexual gratification, yes but never this. Or maybe I'm just caught up in a mutual extended crush. I honestly don't know. I feel so ( Read more... )

Started off just over two years ago accidently by Ashley, I thought it would be nice to re-do the Love List and add on to why I love each and every special friend in my life. You guys have taken care of me like a little sister, loved me like family and will always be at the up most of my heart. Thank you guys for a wonderful Six years XD and let's ( Read more... )

You know how I always joke every time I'm back that I'm not coming back? Well, this isn't one of those times. Chances are, it's going to suck but my streak in keeping my grades at a nice balanced sense has proven a bit troublesome. I'm looking for Film Studies Courses in Hong Kong tomorrow. I'm unsure what decisions going to be made in the next ( Read more... )

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