to anyone that even gives a damn, im dead sorry for being the loser that you have all encountered. im intelligent yet so fuckin stupid and nieve it aint funny. maybe one day ill break out of my self destructivness and ultimate confusion on everything that is the nexus of all life, but till then its been the best thing for everyone ive been so ( Read more... )

"Drew" is almost complete in self destruction, please forgive. im dead serious for some odd reason i want anyone who gives even the slightest of care to either hate or dislike me. i cant describe it i got inconvievably pissed when brandon and david showed up, though i was glad at the same time. im just really screwed up, and the best thing i can ( Read more... )

i really hope i can get down with a job after i get everything settled in court, though i love just chillen doin nothin, theres an entire world to be infiltrated out there. too much to miss, oh so young and nieve we all are..... dont shoot the gremlins....

goin on day four of continuous insomnia ( Read more... )

always lost. know too fucking much,oh so little...wonder where my socialbility went used to make people feel good,now all i do is piss everyone off in my unstable state of mind these days. hope i dont go off on some uncontrolable killing spree or something. thats never a good thing. unless directed at a gang of circus midgets. they arent real ( Read more... )

simple enuff yes, yet effective in infallible ways. thats what happenes when one jumps severly into a cess pool of people. lived with their shit, goin through the same damn shit dont equal good shit no guidance from each other. went to hell, got thoroughly kicked out of the apartment. shit happens. on the brighter side of things the inverse of all ( Read more... )

through all things i constantly observe. always on the search. all for naught ( Read more... )

what the fuck are friends supposed to be for eh???. fuckin DUI... im screwed. oh yeah fuck everyone i gave a fuck about jus cause you get disconnected from the pulse doesnt mean that person doesnt exist you cockbags. done trying, and three cheers im out with no notable effects to ur life. god bless this existance

job? where is it? i havent been doin SHIT all week jus chillen strokin , tha good shit. ah my pathetic existence at its best. actually i got an interview tommarow looks alright in chances. me and brittney fixed things again but she probly cheatin on me. fuck you brandon for being right you bastard. ill see it in her eyes if she has or not but who ( Read more... )

taco bell. death. drinking and excessive ejaculation. the life of the loner. 3 days till nineteen what the fuck am i gonna do. drink. excessive masterbation. actually havent done that in a while... well i got the hook up at taco bell thats some crazy shitness. 7 an hour starting off no one gets that there everyone starts at least 6 or 625 i am the ( Read more... )