I tried again, I went last night.
Another date was just not right.
And as I drove myself back home,
A little voice said just be alone,But sometimes I think I see you in a crowd ( Read more... )

i ALWAYS want to see you and i ALWAYS want to talk to you. i just know i cant because it will kill me. EVERYTHING reminds me of you. i want to just ask you how you are every day, and i cry every day because i miss you and i want to see how you are but i know that i cant be with you. i know that i cant talk to you because it will crush me. i ( Read more... )

calm down.
im over it.

fuck as many girls with stinky cunts and nasty titties as you want

i just dont care anymore.
im done.

peace.

i really cannot read your journal anymore.
sorry.
it just crushes my soul a little everytime i see an entry.

ps. - have fun at your slumber parties! <3

:(

i dont understand.

and it makes me uncomfortable.

asd;ljf :/

so im officially going back to school. i sent my deposit to anna maria and i'm all signed up for summer classes. im glad my life has taken over two years to start taking shape. im still broke, im still working at mailboxes etc, but at least i know things aren't going to be like that forever. i start school june 13th. i just hope i can actually ( Read more... )

i hate growing up...

i just bought tickets to go see angels and airwaves in may. hopefully my back wont suck wicked hard two months from now.

i hate my back. for the past week i have sat on the couch and watched daytime tv and gameshows mostly because i cant move and my back and legs hurt so badly. hopefully by monday or tuesday ill be able to go to the doctor again even though i dont have health insurance. at least though since this started i had justin to help me and make me feel ( Read more... )