Forgot about this. Its a nice rainy day

so i saved a ladies life yesterday ( Read more... )

i should be sleeping.
work.
no
bad
sunday
yuck
money
ok
work
eat alot
sleep
work
hate life
work
eat alot
sleep
work
bowling
eat alot
sleep
work
nap
eat
work
sleep
work
nap work
sleep
sleep
sleep

its been a long time since i writen to you or anyone or talked to anyone or did anything to get things off my chest. i miss the freedom of being able to say anything at anytime and not get looked at like a weirdo. i know im strange but im not a weirdo

Sep 8 2006 5:00P ( Read more... )

im pretty sure im free of that disease she called a relationship ( Read more... )

im unhappy most days.

thinking like an old person sucks.

i find myself with so much restraint im filled with bitterness.

why.?

or better yet..

why now.?

where is the bennifit of not thinking old. im not old. ill never be old.

to me. being old is being quiet.

ive never been quiet.

why am i quiet.?

and where is my integrity

???

changing your routine is hard.
specially waking up in the old routine and trying to jump start the new one.
i dont know why im so bored wiht everything.
last year at this time you couldnt keep me inside.
i guess im bored of the monotony of this place.

i am on my way to better things

i wish i could explain how irate i am right now ( Read more... )

i need to write a book about myself and give it out to people when they meet me so i dont have to waste the time sitting down trying to explain myself and how i think and my morals and values and ethics and hot flaming turd rants ( Read more... )