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[mixter]

ok, so i know i just updated, but what the fuck. things don't make sense. i am happy about andy. but then there's this whole thing about tom. it leaves me feeling so empty. and yesterday i had a little convo with sarah fucking head. yeah, that's right. why doesn't she get it, this isn't about her! she's not the one that hurts me, tom is! she

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[anonymous]

you judged me before you even tried to get to know me michaela. you never took into consideration that there was another side to the story. fine, i understand that you dont give a fuck about me, i have no problem with that. i understand that i dont have any impact on you whatsoever. but did it ever occur to you that while my actions didnt hurt you, yours hurt me? i cared how you felt. you may not think so, but i really did. im sorry for making a fucking effort to make things better. ill stay out of your life from now on.

[anonymous]

that was selfish and hypocritical of me, im sorry.

[totoisnthere]

what the fuck sarah....i love how ur trying ever so hard to repair things with michaela but don't give a shit about me....really nice. ever stop to consider that i might fucking care? no, obviously not. but continue trying to make up with michaela, please.

[anonymous]

yes, actually i did stop to consider that. i hate being in this fight with you dorothy. but the air of hatred you seem to possess that fills the hallway everytime i walk past you prevented me from doing anything about it. you didnt seem too eager to do anything about repairing things with me, so i stayed silent. it didnt help that around that same time, i started to get the feeling that others (michaela, luba, etc) hated me as well, and that you were all ganging up against me. i started to avoid hanging out in red, because i felt like everyone there hated me, it was no longer a comfortable place for me to be. you were one of my best friends dor, and yeah it really hurt me to lose you completely, especially when i didnt really know why, or what we were fighting about... but it seemed like thats what you wanted. if that wasnt the case, then i truly am sorry. but realize that neither one of us is more to blame than the other.

[geeksrock]

Michaela, I tool you off of my friends list because it hurt too much to see your LJs at that time. We were fighting, and I didn't want to be reminded of that at all, so I took you off of my friends list to avoid having those feelings for that time. But fine Michaela, I thought we had made up but I guess I was dead wrong. If you don't want to be my friend. Fine.

Have a grand life.

[geeksrock]

Oh yeah, one more thing. "Sarah fucking Head." Nice, Michaela, nice.

[mixter]

thanks, i liked that special touch as well. I do want to be freinds with you tom. it hurts a lot though. I miss you, and i wish we could hang out and have it be normal, but saying hi even seems wierd when you're with her. i jsut need some time. But what happened? i miss it tom, i miss you.

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[geeksrock]

Oh, you want to be my friend? The fact that you "liked that special touch as well" really says something. No more, Michaela, no more.

[geeksrock]

michalela wtf? what do you miss? do you miss the fact that tom used to like you and now he's finally over you? i mean i really don't get it, he used to like you a lot...maybe even love you and you never liked him back like that, yet you always fucked around with his head, he was head over heels for you and what did you do? spit it all in his face, you walked around talkign about how he's so annoying and he all he does is crowd your space,a dn now finally when he gets over you and starts to like someone else what do you do? make his life a fucking living hell! i mean what kind of friend do you call yourself? He likes someone else and now just because you dont get all of his attention and he doesn't write songs about you anymore you're getting all mad. You need to understand what goes around comes around, maybe if you were nicer to him and actually treated him as a best friend he would have never abandoned your friendship in the first place. what do you want from the poor guy just stop fucking with his head, he's finally happy with

[anonymous]

congrats to whoever had the guts to say the truth. Michaela you are a slefish brat and can't stand it that Tom is not giving you all the attention anymore which you never deserved in the first place. You treated him badly and led him on. You are sick. Just leave Tom alone he is finally happy with someone else, stop messing with him. You made him more upset than happy most of the time. You don't even deserve a friend like him in the first place because you are a sick annoying brat and think you deserve all the attention in the world.

[anonymous]

Just think about how many friends you've lost. Keep on doing what you're doing. ~your former friend