ok, i have not written in here in a long long time. I used to write all the time, and that last entry was rather angry. so this is why ( Read more... )

fuck you all. every single person, or maybe the singl;e person that said that, jsut fuck off. you have no idea who i am, or what i've done to people and how i've treated them. you only show your ignorance when you try to speak of freindships that you know nothing about. and don't try to use jeff against me. that was bewcause of drugs, nothing ( Read more... )

sarah, it's too bad that you think i didn't take the time to get to know you and that's all there is to it. honestly, i can't hurt myself by being around this right now ( Read more... )

ok, so i know i just updated, but what the fuck. things don't make sense. i am happy about andy. but then there's this whole thing about tom. it leaves me feeling so empty. and yesterday i had a little convo with sarah fucking head. yeah, that's right. why doesn't she get it, this isn't about her! she's not the one that hurts me, tom is! she ( Read more... )

yeah, so i'm in the library at school now. i am having an awesome day...actually, a better day...a happy day...even though i'm still really upset about the whole thing with tom and everything. come on, i can't lose two best friends in two months. dude, if i'm not careful, i'm going ot form major trust issues ( Read more... )

my mom thought that i had a hangover and after affect of various drugs b/c when i got home, I was dizzy, nauseous, and dead tired...but smiling ( Read more... )

don't shatter. those were my words.

*sigh*smile*...i'm still smiling. It happened at 12:43 last night, but I'm still smiling ( Read more... )

i miss tom.

"i never said a thing to hurt you
it's what i didn't say that made you cry
and in all honestly
i never would have deserted you
i never dreamt that you would say goodbye"
~fenix tx "speechless"

totoisnthere= emily, dorothy, and michaela ( Read more... )