i think my neighbors poisones me...if they did rite now i dont care. i dont feel good and im tired. i feel like no one is listening or they just dont hear me. i feel really sick now..so im gonna go to bed. nite
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yeah... and pigs r falling out of my butt. laraine is being a meanie head... im gonna kick her ass. Y? she did nasty things in my hoodie 4 one... she says my stupidness rubbed off on her... plus she threathened to kick my ass. what a biatch (( I LOVE YOU LARAINE)). ne who... im so fucking tired. i went to bed at 1 and woke up at 7:32. i havnt had a ( Read more... )

wow..this is the lastest i've ever been online. NOT up..just online. im gonna go to bed soon though...since laraine left me. im stuck w/ nick and dray...fun. at least they make me laugh. well i just thought i'd say something pointless ((like usual.)) nite
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thanksgiving wasnt that bad this yr. mayb b/c i wasnt around a whole bunch of family... ::shrugs:: ne who... i ate around 3 and was ready to leave by 3:47. children r fucking demons i hope i never have ne.the rents actually let me drink this yr. had half a bottle of champagne and my dad gave me a beer. well im gonna go spend time w/ cori...she ( Read more... )

im turkey take me home!!! just dont eat me lol. god its bright outside. i didnt get much sleep last nite... went to bed around 4 got up around 8:30. hey..when the lite shines on my cp screen there are these little fuzzy thingys on it. my big sis got me some cigarettes!! woot. couldnt go smoke on the roof last nite cause it was still wet ::shrugs:: ( Read more... )

TO ME IT LOOKS SO BURNING! ((it = laraine's hair)) lol jk. that was an accident... she moved. hehe i had 4 cups of coffee... im hyper now. ***fUn FaCt*** 5 million ppl died from smoking in the year 2000...men r more likely to die. what does this say to me?? nothing....SO IF UR LONELY U KNOW IM HERE WAITING 4 U. god...laraine i well get u back 4 ( Read more... )

woke up around 7:30. weird thing was i woke up hungry.i never wake up hungry.... i usually can just make it through the day w/ just eating lunch at school ((mayb b/c i eat at 2 out of the 3 lunches)). ::shrugs:: im tired but i cant go back to sleep. i need a cigarette. last nite it became offical... cori is moving out 2day. alittle bummed cause i' ( Read more... )

somethings wrong w/ me. im never up this late...EVER. unless i cant sleep. ::sighs:: i cried today too... and i dont even know y. everytime for the past few months when i felt like crying i held it in. i've been thinking alot lately... about life. i feel sick. i hate school. i hate not being able to go to sleep. i want to sleep. but i slept all day ( Read more... )

school was boring. i think im sick again. i went to all of my classes today... but only b/c no one was there and everyone else had to....well NEEDED to go to class (( yes including me)). but shit... how the fuck do i miss an entire chapter in like 4 fucking days?? plus i've beeen a bitch all day... and now cori isnt going to give me ne cigs... so ( Read more... )

im bored... like usual. and im grounded.... like usual. ::lick:: its fun to lick ppl lol. i broke my last cigarette a few minutes ago. now im waiting 4 my sis to get home to see if she has ne... and its gonna suck to know i stayed up just to find out she doesnt have ne. im going to class tomorrow!! ((i hope)). i talked to laraine's shit brother ( Read more... )