goddamn it...lol. today like ne other i was skippin. well stupid me my last 2 classes of the day r on H hall. i thought i waited long enough ((for my 3rd block teacher to leave)) but i was wrong... rite when im walking into my 4th block class she spots me. i screamed out the first thing that came to mind.... I JUST GOT HERE!! silly me... she gave ( Read more... )

If ur reading this... I LOVE YOU!! and u better say it back lol. i've been listening to the same song 4 the past 3minutes. its starting to annoy me lol. today was fun... even if i did nothing. i slept and that made me feel better. i thought about 3 ppl today... if u can guess who i'll give u a cookie (( mayb)). Feeling alittle curious... can u ( Read more... )

i still wanna die and this time im gonna make sure i actually succeed. but im going to try something different. the pills didnt work... and the cutting didnt help...so i think i'll do it slower...one day at a time.

i just wanna die

ugh... today was the worst day ever. all i've been doing is coughing out bodily organs. then there was the short 30 minutes online where i was so medicated i was singing songs from alice and wonderland... u can learn alot of things from the flowers.. xspecially in the month of june. ne ways... for those of u who know me and have talked to me (( ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong w/ me. i havent felt like this since last yr. and the outcome wasnt good. i just think i need to get away 4 a while. that helped the last time. nothing in my life is good. cori and my parents r always fighting and i always get dragged into the middle of it. and when they're not yelling at her they're yelling at me asking me ( Read more... )

today was ok... i was sick 4 half of it. but i felt better after i took a nap. i cleaned up the house ((again)) , watched finding nemo ((just keep swimming)), and talked to laraine (( umm)). we were complaining about being lonely and not having ne friends except 4 each other ((right...)). her shit brother ((joe)) was getting on her nerves then he ( Read more... )

You wanna hear about my new obsession? im riding high upon a deep depression. im only happy when it rains... pour ur misery down, pour ur misery down on me ( Read more... )

Well to the peolpe i care about(FRIeNDS) i just want u to know how i feel about you and what u mean to me ( Read more... )

thats alittle disturbing.... but i better get back to cleaning.