Jane Austen had it all worked out. She devoted herself to one thing and one thing alone. Writing. Writing was her panacea to every ailment she encountered from a everyday cold, to heartbreak. Over time one might find out that no matter how bad things get they can always get worse. Sure its a pessimistic view but hey, we're all going to die ( Read more... )

With much resentment I look back on my previous journal entries. Noticing where I have come from is indeed a promise for the near future and a disgrace to my current self. Immaturity abounds everywhere. Idiocy is the underlying theme of most, if not all, my entries. For those who have read these entries I am truly sorry. At this moment I am curious ( Read more... )

Till this day, everything has been about everyone else. Now i really could care less. Yet another has been taken away from me because i can not say no. The fact that i am being accused of such a thing really peaves me. "Till the day i die, ill spill my heart for you" -Story of the year. Perhaps its the story of my life, to have those i carefor ( Read more... )

Cause the world, will never take my heart ( Read more... )

Has anyone ever contemplated the thoughts behind a what if?
what if this...
what if that...

Why not just do what you are thinking of.
why not forget what has happened and move forward.

I think its time for me to do both of those.
Time for me to stop living with what if's and time to start making the what if's a reality.

Im a fuck up... now that i have come to this realization i need to learn to deal with it.

Hmmm. School, work, sleep. The endless cycle.

those two songs may be good but listen to Honestly-cartel, Far away-Nickelback,and Everything is alright-motioncitysoundtrack. Those are some of my favorites right now, not to mention all of alexisonfire.
Guess i cant wait to hear your voice.

Get in, just get in
Ain't nothing wrong with it
Check out the trouble we're in
Get in, just get in

Well, i hope it is soon. The real question is why would i do someone the injustice of going out with them when my heart is with another.... idk...

We will have to see Call me tomorrow and we will talk things through

Should i take the chance again?
should i listen to what everyone is telling me??

idk.. we will see

OOO btw, tomorrow is my bday sooo call me and make my day awesome

To think- To have or formulate in the mind ( Read more... )