i have two words for ya: Bad boys :-)

I am in what i would like to call a happy place in life. School has been going extremely well for me. I am making good grades and even received an award in Math. Its nice to see my hard work finally pay off. The past weekends have been amazing. My trip to UCM was.... crazy. then my trip home was a blast. i love hanging out with kayla and kris. and ( Read more... )

To sum up my life lately: Same old same old. lol. Just going through the motions. I get up take tests do homework and pretty much live for the weekends. Ugh! and i have finally admitted it to myself... I have an obsession with cute boys. Blame the hormones! Like, i will be walkin to class and just check out every guy i pass. Its like no matter ( Read more... )

Ok, so call me bitter. but i am so fucking sick of seeing and hearing about relationship!!!!! its just so god damn annoying to me. I get it, your happy, good for you. but i just don't understand why i don't have that... i mean, what's wrong with me? i think i have at least something to offer the opposite sex. yet, i see no one with slight interest ( Read more... )

Males make me so fucking angry ( Read more... )

So life since my last LJ post has changes.... COMPLETELY!!!! Its crazy. First of all, senior year. it was crazy, kinda fun, but mostly me stressing out about college, boys, and life changes. Then on top of that was swim team and constant fights with bradley ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD! I completely forgot about this thing! Reading all of that crazy shit brings back so many amazing memories! Ah, i love going over old memories!

This will be my last LJ entery, i am not a puppet you can control, i am not going to be ignored, I will go places only if i am wanted there not to feel like shit... it discusts me.
-goodbye lj... i never really updated you anyways

Fuck it all. Im so pissed right now. i dont even kno where to begin. im pissed at myself for not seeing my friends in so long, for letting someone taking over my life, i feel terrible that i did this, but all i can say now is im sorry. But im even more pissed at my self for getting sucked in, for letting it all happen. what happend to the person i ( Read more... )

i love to swim, it is so awesome this year, i feel like im really gonna accomplish alot. all of my times are where they were last year at the end of the year. its really exciting!!!! mertz is gay, but i love the girls, clever(spelling???), and parks. its so much fun! so yea i have swam the 100 breast in both meets so far and got a 1:20 both times. ( Read more... )