That's how well last night went ( Read more... )

Just when I thought that it was truely over ( Read more... )

I'm feeling it now..

I'm missing him now.. and I'm wondering why he hasn't called.

He doesn't want me anymore.

Toya - Moving On

Just getting used to waking up everyday
Not seeing your face
I just began to stop setting your place
And I stop longing for your warm embrace
And it was God that made me able
To finally sleep at night
Though you're not by my side
Finally I don't hardly cry
See right when I start letting go
Somebody wants to let me know
Can they take your ( Read more... )

I slept in until 7:30am.. my mum came in a few times to give me a back rub. I think it made me feel like staying in bed for even longer. She is so sweet ( Read more... )

I ended up going clubbing in the city with 3 of my girl friends. We got there quite late though coz we went to one of our houses to get ready.. Her room is totally PINK!! I wish my room was as decorated as hers ( Read more... )

... not exactly ( Read more... )

I cannot sleep.

Playing: Brian McKnight - Anytime

"Do I ever cross your mind, anytime? Do you ever wake up reaching out for me? Do I ever cross your mind, anytime? I miss you..."

I talked to one of my closest buds about it tonight. He's the only one I've told, besides my dear cousin whom I could not live without. I tell him everything when it comes ( Read more... )

I wanted to start writing in an online journal as soon as it happened - but I guess I've been in denial. I've been hoping that this whole situation would blow over somehow and give us a new start. I was hoping for a miracle. But it's Day 3 now and he still hasn't called so I'm starting to accept this sad fact ( Read more... )