wow...I know it's been awhile...I've been pretty bad off here lately so I don't get online alot...but to let everyone out there know I miss yall and love yall...I'm trying to do better, me and Jon broke up bout a month ago, and I feel like dying!!! I can't take it it hurts soooooo bad!! I dunno what to do, but I've relasped into some old bad habits ( Read more... )

My best friend and my boyfriend are gangin up on me....HELP HELP HELP!!!! lol...anyways...I gotta go to court at 8:00 in the morning...which means I have to get up at 6:00 in the morning...

~Mizu~

okay okay, I dunno what to do anymore, I got jealous today, b/c one of Jon's friends seemed completely and totally shocked that he had a girlfriend and earlier he kept exiting out of their IM, so it got me wondering somethings...and I dunno if I was wrong for getting jealous of some girl I barely know that he is constantly talking to, I mean I put ( Read more... )

It's so hard, and I'm wondering what to do now!? I mean I've found Jon a place to stay for a couple days and I have to go back to my mom's but this is only til thursday, til my court date and then me and jon will be living with my father, hopefully, paying 200 dollars a month for rent ( Read more... )

The last time I wrote was April 5th, DAMN! let's see...hmmm...well, my mom has gone crazy again, she kicked Jon out, my stepdad is divorcing my mom thank god! I got a court date june 9th at eight in the morning! the Asshole Barry turns 19 tomorrow, I should e-mail him and wish him a happy fuckin birthday! lol. there has been some other things that' ( Read more... )

It's been a long, long past couple of days and I dunno where to begin! Me and Jon are over, I think...I'm not too sure...the last thing he said to me was s couple of days ago, and he told me he loved me and he'd see me later, and I spoken with him since. I miss him alot, and I think my problem is I fell way too hard to fast I gave my heart to him ( Read more... )

I can't believe it's been so long since I've written anything up here I miss everyone so much, but living with my mom is great. I work almost everyday but I still get to see the important people! Me and Dave are no longer together thank god! I know I know it's weird, but he was no good for me, and I was too damn stubborn to listen to anyone about ( Read more... )

So much has gone on since the last time I wrote....first off...me and Dave are back together, thank god, b/c I dunno what I would do without him....I love him to death...anyways...I guess it doesn't matter anymore...mine and Dave's relationship seems to have gotten into more trouble than I could ever imagine....me and Barry aren't friends anymore, ( Read more... )

It's been soooo confusing here lately...in the wonderful world of Mizu_chan. I saw my ex-boyfriend the other day...and it's been really weird...b/c everyone seems to hate him...and i dunno what to do...I mean I'm kinda back with him but not really...it's a long confusin story I don't really care to tell anymore than I have to...but anyways...so I ( Read more... )

...anyways...where was I before I was rudely interupted by the school bell...oh yea...I was in the middle of complaining! okay, I hate it here, but at the same time I don't wanna leave anyone of my friends, but see I know I'll be able to see them again, but my main concern is Barry, b/c everyone tells me now that he's here, if I leave nothings ( Read more... )