Eighty-thousand dead people... it's horrible.

Four Days, for four days now I haven't cut at all.
'M ti'd, 'o 'o 'd 'w <-- guess what's this xD...x_X *rraaaa...zzzzzz...*

( My Hell and my Pizza *rofl* )

God... 's amazing how fucked up I am.... u_Û

MIZUUMI'S SUICIDE COMMANDO SONG LYRIC IS
looking into your eyes
your eyes of deceit
looking behind your lies
they’re covered so deep
looking into your face
your face of deceit
look at your own disgrace
it’s making you bleed
mindstripper

~ "Mindstripper" from Mindstrip

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Oh happy day, 39 fever.
I_I god hates me. He must really hate me.
I regret saying 'Amen' after the Lord's Prayer in church. *möp*

I feel so fucked up t'day. o.o ( Read more... )

I decided to starve now. The next five day (including today) I'm going to fast, I recieved some clothes I wanna look good in yesterday. (Finally I wanna go to the scale some day >.<)
I watch the last Unicorn on TV. *crys a river* *and another one*
IIII'M AAALIIIIIIIIIIVVVVEEEEEEEEE... *CRYS*SOBS*

Last entry: Going to church now. All in black. Deep view, if ye know what I mean.
Black Kayal. My family will be so pissed off.

I'll have fun. *g*

I'm such a disgusting whore.
"GREED", why don't I read this scar when it comes up to? Next time I swear I'll cut it on my forehead.

Ate:
'Lil Apple
Piece of bread
2 Soups
A whole cup of milkrice (don't even know if this word exsitsA cup of pudding ( Read more... )

I made a Chocolate-Mono day and feel very bad ( Read more... )