Errr- okay. I finally found a fanfiction in which YOUJI KUDOU suffers from anorexia!!! *LOL* XXXD ( Read more... )

Ein Wort- ausnahmsweise auf Deutsch: Herzrhytmusstörungen. ._.

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*SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAMS* >____________<
I hate bulimia as well as everyone does.

Bla. >.

Ich rede wirklich nur, um meine Stimme zu hören. ._.

Thanx Mom for remembering me

I DON'T DESERVE LOVE I SHOULDN'T LOVE I SHOULDN'T FEEL I DESERVE NOTHING BUT PAIN AND THE ONLY TOUCH I'M WORTH TO FEEL IS BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY SKIN!
I SHOULD CUT MY HEART FOR CRUSHING. I should cut out my heart...

~†~ I'm tired of being what you want me to be ( Read more... )

Old pics of myself... half a year I think. I'm fortunately not that fat I was when I gained 30 lbs after these pictures... lost my hunger. Eat just once a day. ^^ Gonna be thin sometimes, sometime I will be thin...

( Old Pictures of Mizuumi )

<.< >.> I made kunuusto-sensei going nuts xD She praised me- by saying my name every single second she asked something and I wasn't listening...

This I found in another LJ:

1. How long have you been harming yourself? Three years

2. Where do you harm yourself? Arms, hands, wrists, banging head against walls

3. What do you use? Razorblades, ( Read more... )

... I want to keep my 1,8 average! >_< Okay, it's not the very best, but...
For a so called genius |[NOT my words. My teachers said so. *bla*]| ._." *eek*
Doesn't look good I think, but I think I'll have to check this >_< <-- favorite smiley *lol ( Read more... )

What a beautiful day. I'm really looking forward on my german exam and of course my report of religious differences or something I've forgotten |[Even if I don't know how I'm able to forget something that isn't even writtenI'm in such a hurry and still take time to cry my journal a river. French... Maths... Japanese... oh yes, I NEED TO FUCKING BUY ( Read more... )