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i wanna do this ... what do u ladies think ? natsu think you can rap Verbal's part ? 

I have come this far. I know i am not the smartest person around... and I have worked very hard to get where I am now. I am happy that I was allowed to further my education.

I am contented.

I thank my parents for giving me this but I just wish my grandfather was still alive to see me graduate.

I know he would have been very proud of me.

:) 

Gonna tackle EOY....

2 Songs....

now its a matter of which songs to sing .... and dance for that matter ...sigh.

Its difficult for me to concentrate on 2 things at the same time. 2 career paths … one fulfils my pocket the other fulfils my passion. Both equally demanding in profession.

I don’t know how to juggle this anymore… it just seems like I have to give up one in order to survive. But I won’t be able to forgive myself if I had to make that choice.   ( Read more... )

i feel like i am just drowning. But i will struggle till the very end... either i swim, or i it consumes me compleatly.

I am tired …. Physically, mentally and emotionally … my brains have been kneaded like dough and the lonesome feeling I get every day just doesn’t seem to help at all. I’ve been walking around everyday with a heavy heart. I am optimistic about a lot of things …but I just don’t understand y I feel so sad for the past few weeks. Like I am never ( Read more... )

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Girls ... please take a look at this vid and try to remember the dance moves ...thankies!

Why do I just feel like giving up all of a sudden? It feels like I am just not cut out for this and at the same time, it feels like I belong here… it’s a messed up feeling really … my blur-ness makes me want to kick myself… I don’t know if it’s my bosses that are unclear or if it is me who’s doing the messing up … Sian
on a side note: i need to buy ( Read more... )

It’s been way too long since I last touched my LJ, yet alone look at it… to many things have been happening in my life… way to many… I really feel like I am bursting at the seams with both my tummy fats and my thoughts.

I am left with no time for myself, No time to even think about my future, No time to deal with anyone else’s issues. And yet I ( Read more... )