Its hard for me to trust friends now. I dont get real close with people anymore. All the lies that Ive dealt with have just made me sour. I know Im no peach and maybe Im not forgiving and I just burn bridges. But I cant help it. If someone lies to me things change. I no longer see them as a trustworthy friend and from then on its not a close ( Read more... )

Im sorry but they keep playing Johnny Cash's version of hurt and it makes me want to vomit ( Read more... )

You are an Atheist
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So I have this dream last night. It was horrible. Just the worst kind of night mare. I killed a man, well two men. I was trying to help this little girl and I don’t know who she was. I have never seen this little girl before. I think she was around 8. It wasn’t Anya for sure. Anya has a special thing when I dream about her. I know her smell, smile ( Read more... )

Im gonna have to work more on making this pretty this weekend. I do not get as much time on here with Anya running around. She decided to climb out of the high chair today while I was watering my jungle of plants. There is something new everyday that she does hahahha. She’s walking pretty good now but still needs help. She really enjoyed all the ( Read more... )

ok nwe journal ill make it pretty tomorrow:D