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School and Amphetamines
I love school - I have often been told that school is the most important thing in life. I always denied and told them what about love? having fun? I believed that these stuff were much more important. But you know... at my age, school IS the most important thing in life ( Read more... ) -
Wow
Today has been a very strange day - After visiting a friend and stayed over the night (no sleep) I went to school. Yes. I have been away from school for about 3 weeks. I thought like damn.. but I was on speed. So I only felt excited coming back. You know, I really like it at school. I feel so good afterwards ( Read more... ) -
Cheerleading
Yeh - I decided to start doing some cheerleading again - although now I only do partnerstunting. And shit, me and my partner we are AWESOME. Even though we only have stunted with each other three times now, we are able to do gazing stunts! And I haven't really done any partnerstunting besides groupstunting and pyramids. But DAMN we're like KINGS. ( Read more... ) -
Heavy days
Wow, these days have been crazy. I stayed in bed until 7 pm. Feel better now. I'm waiting for my man to come and pick me up. Learned a bit more Thamazight. YAY I love Morocco.
ps: my boyfriend's name is not timsahino - i call him timsah he call me tefonesth (means something in thamazight language) -
Timsahino...
My life is based on our love - timsahino - your tefonesth thinks about you all the time. but it hurts so bad that we cant be with each other like normal people. it hurts so bad that this relationship is so different. it hurts so bad that you have a child with another woman - and she is pregnant again. with your kid. and I know you want your ( Read more... ) -
I am blank
The world is scaringly meaningless at this point and.. those hundred hours (4 days).. have been nothing but hell. nothing good to it. nothing good from it only problems and fuck ( Read more... ) -
Euphony
What a rather nice rythm ( Read more... ) -
Killing me harshly
Something I wrote inspired by my boyfriend and our situation..My devotion for you was never ment to be created ( Read more... ) -
Blah
Tired from yesterday,.. (or the day before yesterday since it's past noon now).. Damn.. I just feel all tired. Feels like my life.. the days are just like a loop. Repeated. Do the same sht everyday. I hate it. Currently I am too not sober so I cannot find words to express what I am feeling right now but it surely aint good, ya know ( Read more... )
