My shrink, I have decided, is top-choice. She is funny and wise without being annoying or patronizing or making me feel stupid. Although I do wish she would lead me more, so I know what to say (ha.ha.), but other than the awkwardness of talking about myself, it's all good. I feel like what I really need is like 3-hour sessions with her. I think ( Read more... )

So ok, I got cocky, I thought things were going well, I really liked him, we had a few dates, he seemed interested, he was really sweet, etc etc. Apparently I got all the signals wrong, or I did something, something he didn't like, and now he doesn't like me. Or maybe he thinks I don't like him, and that's why he hasn't called. Or maybe he just ( Read more... )

This is my second post today. But I don't have much to do, and I am in the mood to type ( Read more... )

The truth is, I cannot stop thinking about sex. It has been too long, and I am obsessed, and I can't help fantasizing about every attractive man I see, or have seen, or have slept with. It's like when I mentally flip through my favorite parts of books I have read over and over. The details dont really matter, just the way I was feeling at the time ( Read more... )

I have an unhealthy addiction to googling a certain actor that is not even that great of an actor, kind of gross-looking and girly, and seems like kind of a douche bag. But I also think that if he asked me to be his girlfriend tomorrow, I would say HELL YEAH MUTHAFUCKA! hahha ( Read more... )

Are you kidding me? Maybe I am silly to ( Read more... )

I never know just what is going to come out of my brain when I go to write. It's always up in the air!!! Today is the third day of my new diet. I am gross and disgusting so I am trying to lose some pounds. It really sucks counting calories. Mainly the math part of it ( Read more... )

I just felt like sending out a big fucking FUCK YOU to ass hole people. I hate you stupid stupid ass hole people, and I hope you get your legs broken by a wild horse or something. You young people that know NOTHING, NOTHING, about ANYTHING, I don't care what your grades are, you're STUPID!!!! And I hate you and I hate your ignorant brains and your ( Read more... )

I really don't have much to say. I live in New York and I'm trying to be patient because everything takes so much time. I'm in a state of waiting and it's making me a little insane. I'm just bored, and I'm not used to being bored. I want it to be three months from now, when I will have a friend and money and hopefully a few contacts that can find ( Read more... )

So, I was just reading some old entries on here, of my own and other peoples'. It amazes me how much I miss the old days when I lived at Country Ridge, and drank tea with Becky and danced around with Bethany, and hung out with Ricky. Ricky, if you're reading this, we had a fantastic summer together, I think. It was a big adventure. And Becky, if ( Read more... )