Comments | mknzy: And here we go yet again.

mknzy

And here we go yet again.

Mar 08, 2005 03:39

Yet again I find myself unable to sleep at 4 in the morning due to all the troubles that I never seem to feel durring the day. This has been going on for too long now....the lack of sleep....is really starting to get to me. I am not thinking clearly in school...I am not eating much....just no appitite. If I keep going at th is rate I am going to ( Read more... )

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two_xtreme March 8 2005, 10:28:49 UTC

I knwo how its goin and I personally just have not put in for more than one job however UPS is about to change my hours which will make it way easier on me to attempt to find something better

mknzy March 8 2005, 11:19:27 UTC

Its not just......the lack fo a job....that has me this depressed........

_guinevere_ March 8 2005, 18:37:47 UTC

*HUGE hug* We're here for you, just as you know we are.
So what IS making you depressed? Trust me, I would understand. I attempted suicide, landed myself in a hospital, a mental hospital, and then therapy and drugs (anti-depressants). To say the least, I've been there.

mknzy March 8 2005, 18:53:37 UTC

Thanks *smiles and hugs back* just knowing you are there for me helps a lot. I hate to say it but I think half of what makes the nights so bad is that durring the day time I manage to be more optomistic. I mean its not like I am doing nothing, I am putting in job applications and trying to find work. At night however I have the problem where I am just left to brood, and well, negitive thoughts can build up pretty fast.

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mknzy March 8 2005, 18:54:24 UTC

*hugs back* I havent played any of the Persona games yet. I want to but well...it kinda would require money I dont exactly have right now ^_^

jen72484 March 8 2005, 20:29:35 UTC

thats how much i eat every day :X oh well..

my apartment is clean but thats just because i'm an insane clean freak..

i don't really show or tell anyone i'm depressed. i am the queen of hiding things..

mknzy March 8 2005, 21:51:20 UTC

I am good at hiding things too....but at night, it all just overflows.

bakadragon March 8 2005, 23:36:35 UTC

Well, you've seen me being crabby about the same things ( ... )

mknzy March 8 2005, 23:43:39 UTC

*smiles and gives a light hug* thanks. Last night I went in and did all my dishes...never did manage to get to sleep tho ^_^

I am looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. I will call tonight and find out details. Actually I will call right now ^_^