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foot massage wanted.
damn, my feet kill. 7am til 2pm on my feet walking around. My feet hurt so bad. i think i just got new muscles that i didnt even know about from bussing tables and pouring coffee.. coffee pots are heavy. -
lonely..
I've finely experienced the feelings of loneliness. I always thought I was lonely just because I didn't have a boyfriend. I always thought that I needed one. I know now that I dont need one, I am fine by myself, but I prefer having someone there to hold my hand and kiss me goodnight. I miss that kind of stuff. I miss my friends mostly. I miss our ( Read more... ) -
are you kidding me?
until the end of the summer? what? ive had three dreams.. all in a row. does that mean im thinking about him alot? or that something just might happen? faite(SP?)? oh man, idk anymore.. im going insane. i hate thinking about boys. cuz they suck. -
problems
Why are there so many problems in life? how come things never go your way? Is it ment to be like that? Is there reasons and meaning behind it? well im not a fan of problems and i hate having them. it always used to be so easy for me. now i feel like i actually need to work. i get so down when i think about my life. bad gpa and grades, friends.. ( Read more... ) -
interior designs gay.
my tummy hurts..
"I wanna tell you how it's gonna be, you're gonna give your love to me,
I wanna love you night and day, you know my love not fade away." -
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just finised a whole lot of raspberries.. yumm mmm. they are so good. and they are even better when its 80 degrees out. This week is gonna be a GREAT week i can feel it.. tomorrow is a late start, meaning shortened classes. then wednesday is 420.. sweet.. cant wait. gonna smoke before, during and after school with courts and grace mostly... and ( Read more... ) -
...disgusted.
what have i become? -
this is for my mom.
right now id just like to say this is for my mom. i got really angry tonight, felt really alone, so i started to write out how i felt about everything. mostly just about things with chris. but ive realized i get angry alot at him for really nothing big at all and i dont know why i do. its just random spurts of anger that brings me into arguements ( Read more... ) -
breaks over.. so am i.
breaks f'n over and schools up again.. how shittay. but school is sorta like people ya know.. shitty. it surprises me how many people you think you know until you do something they dont understand or disagree with and they just arent your friends anymore.. i think some can agree with me.. right? well i agree with me.. and thats really all that ( Read more... )
