i don't like being a girl...i'm no good ad it. i don't like saying girly things. i don't like having girly feelings, and i sure as hell don't like over-thinking like a girl. i'm not good at opening up. i don't trust people, and i'm generally pretty awkward. i would like to do something about this, but it seems to be much easier said than done ( Read more... )

i don't really post anymore. i mostly just stalk jared. i'm a little confused right now, and for once it's not my fault. other people over analyzing things makes me over analyze things, and then it just turns into a big mess of analysis and general confusion. on the other hand, i've gotten much better at being patient and not losing my temper ( Read more... )

Fuck school. That is all.

things that make me happy ( Read more... )

there's a stray dog in our backyard right now. it smells like horse crap. that's pretty much it.

So, after having spent most of my night getting lost on the subway last night, I've decided that I could pretty much do without the subway system. But many thanks to the un-creepy construction guy who helped me find my way home at 3 o'clock in the morning. Cause I was pretty much freaking out at that point. Anyway...had the annual meeting up ( Read more... )

Oh...my....god. The amount of single, attractive men in this city is ridiculous. Just have to filter out the ones that are gay, and then you're all right. I need to move here. Oh yeah, and the city is pretty badass too.

Holy crap, there's this great show coming up. It's Jared and I's birthday. YOU WILL COME!!!!!


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I don't really like my life very much right now. Everything is changing, and I'm not entirely sure it's all a good thing. Things that I should be able to enjoy have become a burden, and everything is spiraling out of control. I need some support...some serious support. I want nothing more than to drop out of school, get out of the city, and ( Read more... )

i'm kind of in shock, but you know what? fuckin right, bitches and hos! the saints are back, and it's awesome! if i weren't sick and all that shit, i'd totally be out celebrating.

MLE