Is it wrong to giggle when you hear about how badly life is going for an ex? I really don't care *hee hee hee* According to Chickachu he's been in rare form and gone from bad to worse to compleate bastard jackass since I broke up with him. That and he's been calling me what is up with that. I was really hoping that him hearing that I'd said he ( Read more... )

I fell in love. And I think "fall" really is the correct verb for it. How is it that with out looking and while trying to keep him at a distance I end up head over heals for him. Apparently I really do crave the whole romance thing. *sigh* Somethings you just can't fight I suppose. *smile* I have a boyfriend and I'm so in love with him.

So that last entry was dark. I'm better now. I was taken away and cuddled so I don't feel like the scum of the earth anymore. Then I hung out with my rescuer and after with friends that I hadn't spoken with in a long while. We had good times and played some crazy drinking games. Circle of Death is awsome. You have no idea how much fun it is ( Read more... )

Well now single again for the final time, and it only took over a year to get there. We ended it Tuesday. I ended it for good tonight. I should have known better he was drunk on Tuesday. This is what I wanted and I feel awful. I'm a terrible person. That pleading, begging look he kept giving me and saying that he loves me, wants to get ( Read more... )

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Okay so someone tell me why when i go outside i smell weed.....everywhere. That many ppl can NOT be smoking in public. I leave for work I smell it. I go to lunch I smell it. Its all in my head and im just going crazy. yay crazy.

so im not sure i want to be in this relationship any more. when i was away he called 5-20 times a day. when i dont see him on a day its about the same. i dont know. i tell him i feel smothered and trapped and he just keeps pushing it. and he'd even said that he wasnt the jealous type or the kind to get all like this but its been happening ( Read more... )

I've been on a mission to watch award winning flim. Anthony Hopkins is sooo awsome. yay. mostly i've been spending a lot of time at Keith's and not nearly as much here the way i'd like to, resulting in no posting of anything even with internet in the house. project runway is stealing my soul one episode at a time. Val needs to learn to answer ( Read more... )

Here's to having the day off and acctually waking up before noon and getting things done ( Read more... )

1. go to your LJ
2. find the 23rd entry
3. copy and paste the 5th sentance

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.